venture to publicity

ok as this is my first post i thought i might do a rough introductory thing . My name is Efi. (basic stuff). I don't know why i began this blog, it's probably the results of staying at home for too long with nothing to do! it's a little bit weird because i have nothing to write really but on the other hand i don't want my page to be empty, so I'm filling in rather useless information!
I'd like to say a few things about myself! aright first of all I'm 17 years old and next year is my final year at school -thank god. But it's gonna be tough! Anyway I'm almost sure I'm gonna flop! MISERABLE TOPIC>SWITCH IT.
I enjoy reading quite a lot, though I've recently come across some important cues about me;

• I don't absorb information easily, it's probably the result of incapability to concentrate properly
• i can't tell myself what to do, or what not to do rather.
  
• surrealistic poems really wind me up!
• i have not done something that fulfills my wants for a long time now...not good
• i have absolutely no idea about how I'd like my life to be in 10 years from now!
• I'm after all scared to do many things, even though i give the exact opposite impression at times
  
• i have always been in love with the English language and always have been very enthusiastic about English words, but recently I've taken up French quite seriously... very difficult language, very!
  
• most of the time i watch films not because I'm particularly interested in the film but because i have nothing else to do and watching is a passive way of amusement. I don't need to be doing something but at the same time if someone asks "What are you up to?", I go "I'm watching a film.", they just leave you alone !
• I hate Easter Holidays!
  
• I sometimes smoke not because i want to, but because I want to avoid talking either generally or to certain people, and a smoke allows you not to!
• i sometimes eat without being hungry;don't know why!
• i can't draw. my friend Constance says that's impossible -she draws amazingly, that's why.
• i can sit around listening to music all day long. I have nearly lost my hearing thanks to my ipod!
• At times I get mad at people without having a good reason for it. And then I get moody, again no reason! not good~
• The French obsession thing all began after I watched 'The Dreamers' one day. Then i came to realise how fascinating a language it is! My mom says it's the language of the intellectual. I quite agree as a matter of fact.
• My declared favourite film is 'A Fish Called Wanda' with John Cleese, Kevin Kline, Michael Palin *is it spelled with two l's?* don't know! But apart from this film I like plenty others, no idea why this has stuck to my mind as my fave!
  
• A couple of days ago I visited the "Bodies" exhibition, on my four-day trip with my school to Athens. I can't say if i liked it or not...
• this is one of my main problems; I'm not always sure If I like something or not.
  
• vodka in certain amounts can bring about the symptoms of drunkenness.

I'm sorry if all this seems tiring to read. I'm sorry if it seems silly and pedestrian but creativity doesn't follow me most of the time! Seriously...the past days have been top miserable!

Oh and about the title...well it's random! this only stands as a great reason as to why a chose it! plus i coulnd't think of a better one! i may have bored you up to this point so this where i mark the full stop.